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The Jabberwock Compromise

The Jabberwock Compromise

[Bartleby’s Poetry Corner]

A poem we’re writing on the occasion of Oliver’s sixth birthday.

’Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe:
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

“Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jubjub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!”

He took his vorpal sword in hand;
Long time the manxome foe he sought—
So rested he by the Tumtum tree
And stood awhile in thought.

And, as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
And burbled as it came!

One, two! One, two! And through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
Much overawed, the monster paused
And swailed a measure back. [sit on one’s swooping tail]

“Yon vorpal sword you nimbly strusht [to strongly push with a wooshing rush thrust]
But Jabberwock has eyes of flame –
And claws that crash and jaws what crush! [drip + gore]
Why speak not gentle first your claim?”

“My father dreams a gleamide rail, [gleam + wide]
That goods may cross this tulgey wood.
Or else, he thwail, our business fail; [thunderous + wails] [worries + sulks]
So slay you says I should if could.”

One two and two and threw and threw
Their scoopfling claws much earth can throw. [scoop + fling]
The path they tore links plain with shore:
Three hundreds feet from head til toe.

“And hast thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Callooh! Callay!”
He chortled in his joy.

“I have not slain the Jabberwock.
With beasties of a manxus stamp,
From meadow high to low down sea,
I’ve wuilt a winding ramp – [willed + built]
For shipping intermodally.”

And now sail wares of Carrol Shares
belound the tulgey wood in where [below + around]
sit he and Jabberwock
in uffish, well-lit thought,

‘templating the heavly Forms, [heavy + heavenly]
that never die, that cannot lie,
that nourish kindly human norms.

Bethinking Infinite Eternal Form
of Goodness True and flowing fair,
Insight moves heaves and spreads
in sacred, solemn, mirlithe care [mirth + lithe]
until there’s nought to dread.

’Tis brillig, and the slithy toves
yet gyre and gimble in the wabe:
All mimsy shakes the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabed.

Authors: Lewis Carrol, BW, AW
Copyright insofar as one can in this instance (ie: of course no one has the rights to Lewis Carrol’s Jabberwock): AMW

End

[Bartleby’s Poetry Corner]

I’m tired

I’m tired

I am too tired to do this
too tired to wake up and write
too tired to read and write
too tired to make a go of it
too tired to try
Now what?
Step One: Leave the dating apps to those who care
Step Two: Finish your projects three
Step Three: Find your project four
Step Four also step One: An hour of free writes and poems each weekday at 6AM
Step Five: What is project four??

Goofing around with Tennyson’s “Ulysses”

Goofing around with Tennyson’s “Ulysses”

“Ulysses” (1842) by Alfred Lord Tennyson (1809-1892) is written in blank verse (ten lines of iambic pentameter: unstressed, stressed, unstressed, .. stressed), the same meter scheme as Shakespearean drama.

The poem is an aged Ulysses (the Roman name for Odyssesus, a hero of the war against Troy in the Iliad and for wandering lost in The Odyssey) speechifying. He’s now back in his kingdom (Ithaca, where he’s king), and feels like shoving off for one more grand adventure.

It begins with a short paragraph assessing his current situation: sitting around ruling a bunch of morons doesn’t suit him. The narrator then spends a longish paragraph recounting and reveling in and philosophizing upon his travels — how they’ve affected and shaped him, and how the promise of more adventure and more life calls to him. In the third paragraph he succinctly and kind of dismissively makes the moral case for leaving his kingdom in his son Telemachus’s hands: The kid’ll be fine for the grunt work of running a kingdom — he’s a good sort, though clearly no HERO; “Most blameless is he, centered in the sphere of common duties, …” ; “He works his work, I mine”. In the final paragraph he addresses the port, the vessel puffing her sails, his aged mariners, and the promise of one more final boundless adventure, fit for old heroes, too restless and life-overflowing to finish their final years on solid ground: “Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will / To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.”

It is a beautiful, inspirational poem — so long as one identifies with the heroes. Otherwise, one feels kind of like another loser toiling nonstop on the shore, trying to keep it together while the king once again goes adventuring with your tax revenue. And what has Odysseus the hero really accomplished in the last twenty years? Ten years were spent sacking, destroying, and plundering Troy because Helen preferred Paris to her husband Menelaus. Another ten were spent wandering lost in the Aegean. Is there even any plunder left by the time Odysses and his crew creep back into port? The whole enterprise was vainglory, and the nonheroes cannon-fodder for the magical timeless splendoring heroics.

I love this poem, because I democratize the glory: we are all together Odysses and his mariners, and we explore right here in Ithacus, seeking Beauty in art and shared laughter, and the Good in our daily lives and the ordering of the state. I love this poem because in my version, Telemachus has adventures too, both in port and the sea; and none of his explorations require pointless violence. I love this poem where Telemachus, Penelope, Odysses, his mariners and town- and field-folk become one and become all of us; and all together we become a name and we plunge like Fate into the scudding fray.

Here I goof off at the periphery of the poem, but my laughter is sickened, is biled, is jumbled and lost in the fussing of wave against wave and wind flailing all. You see, I’m annoyed at Odysseus for boldly demanding Agamemnon burn his daughter Iphigenia to death to enliven the winds and send the hundred ships of young men against the walls of Troy, and I’m generally disgusted with the whole crew: what a stupid, self-indulgent caper they enacted far on the windy fields of distant Troy!

It little profits that an idle king,
Worn scepter loose in withered sailor’s paw,
While Ephigenia yet flames above
Her holy, breeze-unleashing virgin’s pyre
And Troy forever smolders where her sons
Had giggled, boasted, toiled, played; had sang
Tall tales of heaven-defended Troy.
The valiant and otherwise son’s of Troy
Shall always scream, turn, moan beneath a sky
So clear, so bright, so full of gods and light.
These remnant women, hustled onto straw —
Enslaved to kiss the heavy manly hands
That ran their fathers, brothers, husbands too —
That slew their sons right on through.
Left-over hags in finespun rags, as young
And ripe as plunder ought to be — they live
Eternal deaths in wave-crushed ships, or soft
Dry beds that smell of strange men who won.

I cannot rest from travel; I will drink
This setting sun, her golden halo round
A soft pink baby belly. I will drink,
For I’m grown old, my muscles lag and flop,
I headlong fall before the mighty charge.

Having here abandoned my answer-poem, since I dropped the question and found myself alone with the bumblebees, I’ve nothing left but to reprint the original poem, which, as I’ve said, I’ve always liked, and still do like, even if I can’t help but think that heroic adventures drenched in blood and pride are best left unstrung. Unstrung, OK: but now the bow’s long spent: surely there’s no harm that it’s sung! No, well, to some degree every work of art is an archaeological — dig, to some degree an artist catches the Beauty, and to some degree he catches the trappings of his time and place. The nice thing about the spirituality within literature is that it is not perfect, not sacred, not all or nothing.

Signed,

Eve Dee Struuk’Cion

“Ulysses” by Tennyson

It little profits that an idle king,
By this still hearth, among these barren crags,
Matched with an agèd wife, I mete and dole
Unequal laws unto a savage race,
That hoard, and sleep, and feed, and know not me.

I cannot rest from travel; I will drink
life to the lees: All times I have enjoyed
Greatly, have suffered greatly, both with those
That loved me, and alone; on shore, and when
Through scudding drifts the rainy Hyades
Vexed the dim sea: I am become a name;
For always roaming with a hungry heart
Much have I seen and known; cities of men
And manners, climates, councils, governments,
Myself not least, but honored of them all;
And drunk delight of battle with my peers,
Far on the ringing plains of windy Troy.
I am part of all that I have met;
Yet all experience is an arch wherethrough
Gleams that untraveled world, whose margin fades
For ever and for ever when I move.
How dull it is to pause, to make an end,
To rust unburnished, not to shine in use!
As though to breathe were life. Life piled on life
Were all too little, and of one to me
Little remains; but every hour is saved
From that eternal silence, something more,
A bringer of new things; and vile it were
For some three suns to store and hoard myself,
And this gray spirit yearning in desire
To follow knowledge, like a sinking star,
Beyond the utmost bound of human thought.

This is my son, mine own Telemachus,
To whom I leave the sceptre and the isle –
Well-loved of me, discerning to fulfil
This labour, by slow prudence to make mild
A rugged people, and through soft degrees
Subdue them to the useful and the good.
Most blameless is he, centred in the sphere
Of common duties, decent not to fail
In offices of tenderness, and pay
Meet adoration to my household gods,
When I am gone. He works his work, I mine.

There lies the port: the vessel puffs her sail:
There gloom the dark broad seas. My mariners,
Souls that have toiled, and wrought, and thought with me –
That ever with a frolic welcome took
The thunder and the sunshine, and opposed
Free hearts, free foreheads – you and I are old;
Old age hath yet his honour and his toil;
Death closes all; but something ere the end,
Some work of noble note, may yet be done,
Not unbecoming men that strove with Gods.
The lights begin to twinkle from the rocks:
The long day wanes: the slow moon climbs: the deep
Moans round with many voices. Come, my friends,
‘Tis not too late to seek a newer world.
Push off, and sitting well in order smite
the sounding furrows; for my purpose holds
To sail beyond the sunset, and the baths
Of all the western stars, until I die.
It may be that the gulfs will wash us down:
It may be that we shall touch the Happy Isles,
And see the great Achilles, whom we knew.
Though much is taken, much abides; and though
We are not now that strength which in old days
Moved earth and heaven; that which we are, we are;
One equal temper of heroic hearts,
Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.

“First Loves” Landing Page / Sample / Introduction to “First Loves”

“First Loves” Landing Page / Sample / Introduction to “First Loves”

“Love at a Reasonable Price, Volume 1: First Loves” is now available on Amazon and Barnes & Nobles. It’s 270 pages, but half of those are footnotes, outtakes, or after-book essays. The latter half of the book is there so readers can escape fifty percent of the book’s philosophizing. If you heed our advice and remain fore while the aft speculates quietly to itself, the book should be pretty readable.

“First Loves” on Amazon (Kindle).
“First Loves” on Barnes & Nobles (EPUB readers).

“First Loves” is a collection of stories and essays about manufacturing, buying, marketing, and selling Pure Love: The eternal spiritual Good within all mortal loves / Another name for the formless Light within that creates, sustains, shines through, lifts up and ultimately (by overflowing, overpowering, and overwhelming all creation) salvationates all these interwoven apparent-forms.

Imagine that: Pure Love as just another commodity to build, warehouse, advertise, distribute, profit from, and consume! Ha ha! Funny idea. Interesting joke. This first book itself? How did it turn out? Oh, it’s OK. Maybe worth a quick read, toss-aside, move-along, mull an idea or so in the back of your mind, let it pass, ah whatever, not too dull if you are into philosophizing fiction and keep charging forward (don’t fall for the footnotes and outtakes!!).

If you like the below preface, you might like the whole book, although maybe not; if you don’t like that preface, you probably won’t like the book. The risk is US$2.99 and some time and some hope.

“First Loves” on Amazon (Kindle).
“First Loves” on Barnes & Nobles (EPUB readers).

…BEGIN SAMPLE

Introduction To This Book “First Loves”

Bartleby Willard has decided to move into The Skullvalley After Whistletown Booksellers Building and begin writing for Skullvalley After Whistletown. We at SAWB are extremely busy capturing, reflecting, and refracting the infinite worlds swirling outside and inside of us. As such, we do not have the excess time, energy, and focus required to explain to Bartleby that you cannot walk into publishing houses and declare yourself a live-in staff-writer. Also, on the whole we find him pleasant. Furthermore, since he sleeps on the SAWB premises, it is easy for him to have the coffee ready when the rest of us arrive at about 9:00 a.m. sharp each weekday.

Finally, he is very tidy and has adopted the kitchen and library, making these two ancient and wise rooms (if places can be considered “wise” — and why not?: what’s a human being but a place for the Something Deeper to live in and through?) sparkle with a youthful, nearly sexual (I said “nearly”!) vigor. I hasten to add that he’s achieved this sparkle without compromising either room’s fundamental decency. Kitchen and Library now have more energy — giggles bubble up more often; and the infinitely expanding and all-enveloping universes born of these giggles pop their infinitely long elastic/filmy/wet kisses with a louder and fuller “smauack!” than before — but their essential kindness remains very much intact.

Bartleby is writing a series of short stories entitled Love at a Reasonable Price. He’s become interested in a kind of funny idea: manufacturing Pure Love (an infinite and eternal love prior to mind/matter that infinitely accepts, lifts-up, cares-for, helps, and gives) in a fictional factory, transferring that Pure Love into reality, and selling It affordably yet still profitably on the open market. “And voilà: the first truly useful business in human history!”

We at SAWB understand that you cannot manufacture Pure Love in fictional factories, transport It into reality, and then market and sell It to other people. Additionally, we are not even sure that if you could, you should. But! of course you can’t. Anyway, Pure Love already gives Itself infinitely to everyone and everything, so selling it is even more ridiculous than selling air or that delicious self-dom sensed as you gaze out at nothingmuch, watching your own watching grow quiet and sharp.

Does Bartleby know all this? Mmm. He seems to consider this project of his a joke. However, he takes jokes amazingly seriously, so seriously that one is tempted to say, “That man believes in jokes! My God! He really does!”.

Let’s you and I resolve to be reasonable, to let him have his fun while we hunker way down into the wholesome knowledge that no one — not even the elastically spinning Bartleby Willard of the poignantly explosive Skullvalley After Whistletown Booksellers — sells Pure Love.

But what wares does Bartleby, face soot-smudged and battered tin cup looped into thick leather belt, peddle? Some stories about manufacturing, marketing, and selling Pure Love. And some other stories. And by “stories” we mean whatever Bartleby means by “stories.” And Bartleby Willard, himself a self-told tale, is not much of a literalist.

Bartleby will write what he writes and we’ll keep a running tally in the “Chapters” section.

….

And so it began, years and years ago now. I kept falling this way and that, but — one end of a thick, scratchy, fraying rope around my waist and the other anchored to a vaguely evolving plan — my staggering went round and round this project, winding me into it more and more; and now it’s time to push my long imaginary hands against the rusty iron bars (square staves twisted like drill bits) and shudder as the forgotten manor gate swings wide open with a piercing shriek or a mournful, yawning three-stage creak; or just squeaks a little forward and then, overgrown with vines not just emotionally but physically as well, bounces back at me.

I hope the project goes well. I hope it is good for writer, reader, and the space between. I appreciate you spending money, time, and focus on this book; I’ll try to make it worth your while.

Best,

Bartleby Willard
June 17, 2015, 7:35pm
Midtown Manhattan Library

PS: I think I’ll alternate stories of making, manufacturing, advertising, and selling Pure Love with stories about my life and times at SAWB.

Oh, and this one more time:

But though this venture is in part a commercial one, we still need our endeavor grounded not in profit-motive, but in kind-delight. So cross your fingers for us; say a prayer for us; keep a gentle but stern, a wary but hopeful eye on us. Help us try.

…. END SAMPLE

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…..
Copyright:
Everything on the site is authored by Bartleby Willard, who never was and probably never will be; edited by the equally implausible Ambrose “Amble” or “Andy” Whistletown, and copyrighted by Andrew Mackenzie Watson, who–at least to those of us mired in the realm of appearances–seems to be.

This is a production of American Turkey Printshop – “Ben Franklin says we’re a noble bird!”

This is a production of Modgepanc Bookmakers – “If it’s not in our mind-plan, it shouldn’t be on your shelf!”

This is a production of any number of other made-up enterprises.

Bartleby’s Poetry Corner (Poems by Bartleby Willard)

Bartleby’s Poetry Corner (Poems by Bartleby Willard)

This is the From-Bartleby.com “Bartleby’s Poetry Corner. LanguagesandLiterature.com has another “Bartleby’s Poetry Corner”. That one mostly just links to this one, but it does include a few introductory words and a link to Response Poems, which is a collection of poems written in response to poems by famouser poets. It’s a game we sometimes play.

Poem Category: huh
Vie Normale

Poem Category: Nostalgia Sonnets, followed by Other Sonnets
To GB’s dad sonnet
Hike Mt Thumb sonnet
Between 2 Gs sonnet
Mark’s Yard Sonnet
Fall onto Handlebar Sonnet
Sledding Napier Park Sonnet
Christmas 2019 Sonnet
It’s Just Huey Lewis Sonnet
Skating to That’s What Friends are For Sonnet
A Walk in the Sun Sonnet
Cool Girl at the Dance Sonnet
Where’s the Vision? Sonnet
Broken Heart Sonnet
Too Lonely Sonnet
Addict’s Sonnet
How to Write a Sonnet

Poem Category: Interacting with Melville’s “Battle-Pieces & Aspects of the War”
1 The Portent

Poem Category: Some Structured Poems
America
Three Poems Contemplating “Villanelle for our Time” (by FR Scott)
The Jabberwocky Compromise (playing with Lewis Carrol’s “Jabberwocky”)
Conscious Pill Sonnet
Stranger Martyrs
Evil Containment System Rondeau
Twa Sisters (reanimation) [A murder ballad]
Fruehlings Gedicht [in German]

Poem Category: Dramatic Speeches, & Historical or Imagined Stories
St Crispin’s Day Speech (actually, Shakespeare wrote this; I just shortened it.
Stagger Lee #1
On Saying No to a Bully
Loose Cannonball

Poem Category: Wander Lonesome Again
On Long Legs
Demon Dogs Rising
Strange Creatures
The Hurt on All Sides
The Hurt in Love
Broken Heart Sonnet
The Trouble I’ve Seen>

Poem Category: Pure Love, Something Deeperism, & Otherwise Metaphysical
Gentle Poem
Pure Love Poem
Old Timey Hymn
Dear God
Dear God 2
On Being Told to Butt Out
A Series of Poems/Freewrites, all called “What is Love?”
The failure of something deeperism
Light Work
Conscious Pill Sonnet
Stranger Martyrs
Twa Sisters (reanimation) [A murder ballad]

Poem Category: Romantic Love
For You
May I have this dance?
the things in the water
i want to take you
eternal sonnet
Secret Sunrise Apology
The Politics of Romantic Love
Is this Love?
To the Quiet Wood
Come here please
Your Madrigal
Susan’s Nose
A Man Ain’t Nothin’ but a Man
Come Here
Twa Sisters (reanimation) [A murder ballad]
The Hurt in Love (#2)
Broken Heart Sonnet
Too Lonely Sonnet
I Love You So Much

Poem Category: Bible-based
A (failed) story of God’s eternal love
A Religious Soul’s Nightmare

Poem Category: To be Categorized
The Lonely Light
Small Town Boy
Wasting Time
Hey
On Stopping the Evil / My Disappointing Performance
Ashamed Poet
That’s Just Not Me
Dagger Poem

Copyright:
Everything on this site is authored by Bartleby Willard, who never was and probably never will be; edited by the equally implausible Ambrose “Amble” or “Andy” Whistletown, and copyrighted by Andrew Mackenzie Watson, who–at least to those of us mired in the realm of appearances–seems to be.

This is a production of American Turkey Printshop – “Ben Franklin says we’re a noble bird!”

This is a production of Modgepanc Bookmakers – “If it’s not in our mind-plan, it shouldn’t be on your shelf!”

This is a production of any number of other made-up enterprises.

Hero!

Hero!

I’m exhausted.
The problem is what do you do with a life, with your life?
The problem is that I don’t know how to act like everyone is Godlight, and life has no meaning to me unless everyone is Godlight, and so the only way I could act that could possibly mean anything to me is out of my reach.
The problem is I don’t want to help everyone; I want to sneak off to the cafe patio in the sun.
The problem is I don’t know how to live if everyone is Godlight. Would I still be allowed to hide away in a sleepy safe spot, reading and writing? After all, if everyone is Godlight, so am I. Are we all supposed to be saints?
The problem is worse than that. Because I feel myself actively clenching up, building fortifications, willing the Gatling guns to the wall. I feel myself shrugging off another ten suffocated children. I see myself justifying the glass dome over our fair city; I see myself explaining that kindness is good if kindness can help, but sometimes all it can do is get everyone dragged down with the already-hopeless, thereby futiley wrecking everyone’s happiness, in which case kindness is actually not so great.
The problem is that I maintain that loving kindness is the Way, but I don’t really believe that or want it to be true. I mean, I do want it to be true, but not in a way that requires I sacrifice my happiness for the sake of other people’s, or even my dreams for their basic safety, but isn’t it quite likely that loving kindness requires such sacrifices of me?
My only hope is a win-win in which I’m allowed to have a lot of fun and relaxation and success, while still being helpful “enough”.
What is helpful “enough”? I don’t help anyone at all ever.
I am exhausted.

A Medieval Theologian on Violence

A Medieval Theologian on Violence

The Devil whispers thus: “It is them! They’re the aggressors! They deserve this! They’re the threat! They have to be dealt with in this way!”

What his followers don’t understand is that he’s whispering the same thing to their “enemies”, and is in fact orchestrating a reunion of sorts. Not between them and the innocents they self-righteously slaughter, but between them and the prideful, angry murderers of all persuasions (aka: excuses).

Bartholomew of Wallowwaylen

No Borders Wild Speculation

No Borders Wild Speculation

What if we are one thing like one giant mind.
There are impulses running through individual minds and when one combination of impulses overtakes, the mind moves in the direction they choose. Those impulses then overflow that one mind and enter into the larger one where they mix with others and create other combinations and either overtake or in some way influence the overtaking combinations. And so God speaks to Godself. Every impulse is an illusion and of course our mind/bodies are illusions and this world and our efforts alone and together: all illusions. But like a song’s an illusion; like a symphony’s an illusion; through it shine’s the Truth, and with it the Truth plays, explores, learns about limits rising and falling, learns about living, which is to say being limited and broken up, rather than Its natural state, which is to be unlimited and undivided. Why? Why? Why?! wonders a few impulses flowing in streams of impulses, travelling in worlds of laughter, rippling in all directions–waves opening dividing splashing moving rushing into themselves dissolving, but all on the surface while the sea itself remains one, calm, gentle, deep, forever, and laughing free and easy with a kindness that will not quit and cannot lose.

The Sixth Man

The Sixth Man

There’s one more attendee at the meeting.
He’s just so tough!
It’s like unbelievable.
I can’t believe it.
You wouldn’t be able to believe it.
He’s so tough!
As a hand to hand combatant, an individual warrior, and a strategist and leader of platoons of violent heroes.
So amazingly tough!

He looks out the window, his muscles calm but ready in a very cool all-black cat-prowler outfit (the ribbed sweater, tight slacks, upturned knit cap, polished leather high-top thick-soul boots). He doesn’t care. He knows what he knows. He could kill everyone in the room, but he won’t. Instead he’ll consider the past as it shuffles by their floor-to-ceiling one-way windows. Everything’s come together to make him a truly standout killing-machine. But compared to them, he’s just some kid waiving a knobby, bark-peeling stick around, pretending it’s a Gatling gun. Everyone good at violence is now obsolete. Everyone who trained a lifetime in the art of war has now officially invested poorly. With a thought they can kill everyone in your world. With a thought they can save everyone in your world. You are now nothing. Your skills are now a not very funny joke. Soon they will begin.

I mean, the guy’s so tough! In any other circumstance, he’d be quite formidable and worth a great deal of consideration and a considerable salary.

They’ll do what they do.
It’s not fair.
But you find me the god or God that ever cared about “fair”!

In the next scene, we argue against Rattlesnake’s assessment of the super heroes. They are mighty mighty, but they can’t go it alone and there’s sure to be a use for someone with his impressive skill set!!

[We’re taking this project offline for a while now]

BW/AMW

Love Birds

Love Birds

Love birds
Walking hand in hand down the busy street
Holding hands as carefree as the pigeons fidget strut and peck
Holding hands as natural as the kids beg for a $5 soft-serve swirl cone.
Holding hands as happy as the turtle swims through the cool water and surfaces against the top-muck.

Finally! Together!
It was too lonely
All those decades
It wears on your shoulders
It hurts your heart
You try to be a good sport
You acknowledge that others have it much worse
You suggest to the God that S/He change you from the inside out so that you become someone who actually helps.
You consider the lilies of the field who neither labor nor spin nor cuddle in love.
But part of you is nonstop:
WHEN WILL I SEE HER (OR HIM, OR WHATEVER) AGAIN!?!?!

It was too lonely.
They didn’t do a good enough job before.
Now they must model themselves on the sunlight against the pavers, on the sunbathers upon the green, on the clowns blowing balloons, on the fiddlers rolling reels, on the jazz quartet bopping Beauty, on the children scrambling the jagged glinting boulders, on the lovers sharing warm sandwiches and snuck-though beer, on the weird guy yelling while he does shirtless pushups near a giant marble block supporting a giant statue of Simon Bolivar.

And so wind they arm and arm, step in step,hand in hand, heart on heart, expanded into a single double-sized consciousness, happy, relaxed, relieved. It was so lonely! But now it is OK; now it is safe; now it is home; now it is OK.

The superhuman couple wander through the sun and the shade, past a string quartet caught between floor and ceiling mosaics, out onto a splendid plaza centered around a fountain and overlooking the pond where rowers maneuver the crappiest, lousiest, most annoyingly unresponsive rowboats. They rest on the low rounding wall and gaze out at elegant swans and clumsy rowboats upon a flat pond of gentle green indifference.

We’ll have to do better this time.
Yeah.
We’ll have to strike a better balance between helping and sustaining.
Yeah.
We’ll need to go gentle.
Yes. Gentle. Err on the side of useless.
Well, I don’t know that we. OK, that might be a way to look at it.
Err on the side of we’re not here.
We can do the nudge.
Mmmm. Yeah. And that’s all.
OK, so that’s the plan.
God help us!
God help us everyone!
Do you want to get a drink at the boathouse?
I want you to focus less on fleeting pleasures and more on the work that lasts, the work that is done in Love and forgets everything else.
Oh, yeah, totally. But let’s take the day off.
We’re already doing that.
I developed an addiction to staring off into space while drinking and smoking. It only works right when you’re young and can’t be hurt; but I’m always like that.
It’s still an addiction and more selfish than Beautiful.
Oh. Well, yeah. I guess. But if we could just; I mean, listen: I want to put my arm around you while I indulge in a bit of folly! Can you understand?
Oh, you! You and your invincibility! You and your wasteful perfection!
We’re too lucky.
If the ship sinks, where will we live? If the world ends, how will we bask in the glow of human bodies and minds wandering through human culture and artistry? I love you, but without them this life becomes unbearably lonely.
True. And there’s moral considerations as well. But I just want a few beers in the sunlight while all around us people, squirrels, and birds reach for life and love.
Hmmmph

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In the next scene she throws him into the Arctic Circle.
But I think we’re taking this project offline for a while.

AMW/BW