to 2001 in the autumn after the problem
I need to go back to Germany
I need to go back to smoking and drinking
I can’t continue with this bullshit
Listen
I can’t stand this anymore
I need to go back to 2001
The last 17 years didn’t cut it
I need to go back
I’m lonely and bored
and that’s just the beginning
I need to go back
Let me go back
I can’t continue where I am
It hurts so much and goes nowhere
Listen to me
I need to go back
2019 is not working
Let me go back to 2001 and start from somewhere actionable
Don’t leave me here in the hopelessness
and there’s no cigarettes anymore
I just can’t