you’re not going to
it occurs to you that you could
you could say, nope, not doing that
but you’d rather not rule it out of hand like that
because if you decide not to, then you don’t get to
so you say, well, we’ll see, maybe a little
but you know you’re growing the flame inside and the flame is happy because it is going to get to, get to burn you up and forget itself
except that never quite works, does it?